here we are

here we are. Its almost Christmas, I find myself at a loss for words on many occasions. But then at times I don't shut up. I feel extremely loved this Christmas season, God has proven that he will take care of my family and I. I am blessed with two great kids, though I don't have a lot of patience with them, but they are really some of the best little kids I could have asked for. I have a vehicle to Drive, after MY car was reposessed. though it gets 8mi/gal, it still gets me from here to there and keeps us warm inside. I am so full of emotions, I think I am almost Bi-polar. I feel lo loved and blessed by friends and family sending me love, support and encouragement, but at the same time I don't feel like life can get any worse for me. though I know It can. there is a LOT that happened to Job that I have told God I wouldn't be able to handle.

     My Ex and I have a pretty good relationship relatively. Most are surprised by it. I don't know, I just don't have it in me ot be mean and nasty that way. don't get me wrong. there are other ways that I can be! just ask my brother... I ran into him with the van in high school cuz he made me mad. lol.

This is just my first kindof introductory to blogging blog. I am just typing things in here as it is late and I don't have anything particular on my mind. But, just to warn you, I have been extremely bi-polar lately, and throughout this blog I will go from happy to sad to angry and then happy again with no warning! haha. well, i just did warn you. but that's all you are going to get! ok. well I'm done for the night. I'm going to go watch me some "Frasier" and then head to bed!